It's all quiet out here

And I'm all alone. Well, almost all alone. Louie is behind me. Working hard as usual. The guys that are definately the most hardcore at work is him and Con (well Bradley maybe) but the others. Man, I wish I could be a bludger ^.^
Hang on a minute. Did I just let a couple of real names out? Well, I guess I couldn't keep this blog completely anonymous forever!! So I guess a couple of names won't hurt. Well, everyone except Con and Louie are bludgers. I think it's because they are old school. They've been in here long enough to know that if they don't stick around and do their shit, tomorrow, they are going to be eating the shit (LITERALLY!) And I love it! Well, I really don't love it. I really don't know why I just said that.... please disregard.
No backspace button for me! Well, not when I wanted to say what I wanted to say... Ill just say it! Out loud damnit!

Play Fear. Got scared. Very scared. Tell you the truth. The game to think of it, isn't that bad. It's just animation but it's the idea of the scary bits that makes it so scary. It's your mind working against you. Like now, I know that there nothing really to be afraid of. It's just my mind, thinking that there something behind me. What would happen? Would I die? If so, what would happen then? Probably nothing much. Just death. But all these things are probably inevitable if it came up to that point. We would just die and there would probably be nothing we could have done about it. Or I could be just saying this to comfort myself and my mind. Tricking it to make me feel safe.....
See!! ALL THIS SHIT JUST FOR A GAME! Is it worth it?!

Yes. It's a good game. So yes, it's worth it.

Well, cash flow. It has been a bit tight this month hasn't it. See how a little slip of the wallet can really bring you down. I really have got to keep this shit under control. Otherwise. BAM! BACK IN THE GUTTER FOR YOU LITTLE MAN! Comfortable there?! I bet it is! WHORE! Right... where was I? Yes, money. What's the deal man. All this shitty money and I'm thinking of buying property? Woah, pull back on those reins now boyo before you fall off your high horse!! *ARRGGGHHH* and *horse noise*... Well, thinking about it, my current options are pretty good. I really should think about buying a house. It could sort me out for the future and right now. That's what I should be thinking about damnit! I ain't getting any younger and I've got to keep up. Just like a certain someone. He has to keep up with his technological environment....

Well, enough ranting... besides, someone is around. Don't wanna have your secret identity leaked do you know....

hmmmmm...